Board Thread:Deep-Sea Prisoner Discussions/@comment-32382644-20180402025100

i've been navigating through Tumblr since the very start of 2017. I saw various blogs about DSP, and they are pretty cool, but very most of them were dead/on hiatus (but for some reason i follow them lol). I was very late to the party. Now, i think there are more artists than fun blogs from dsp.

But as fun this could be, i discovered some types of users that have been hauting me recently. Antis.

When i first met the Okegom antis (who call themselves as 'critical blogs'), they were actually very funny. In that moment, i thought they would just talk/criticise about the weird things that DSP puts into their content (rape, incest, abuse........), but not in an attack/threatening form, and they also make funny shitposts about dsp. I thought they were harmless.

As time goes on, i've seen some scary posts they made. Saying that if you ship X thing, ur a weirdo/bad person. I also follow blogs that discuss with antis defending people for what they ship, and i discovered that antis can be really scary people. As a person who ships IvlisxIgls, i started to feel a bit attacked. I thought that the Okegom 'criticals' couldn't be like this. Until shit happened.

One of the most (if not, the most) famous dsp artists, hydrangeamaiden, were run out of the internet because the antis made various call-out posts in the main fucking tag, targeting everyone in the fandom, they also started to bash on every hetero ship like samewada and eticalb. Hydra is known for shipping Kurotsuno x Sullivan. At first i thought it was platonic, harmless, until an anti accidentally discovered her pixiv account, with explicit nsfw Kurovan pics (and that's true). After this, there happened various (ridiculous) dramas, some coming from the antis, some coming from non-antis.

I was like wtf this is such a chaos, i started to be unhealthly obssessed with antis, because i'm a person who is always trying to defend myself. Even when they blocked me, i continued to secretly interact with them (using the same account, but anonymously) gathering some informations. Now, most of them (but not all) abandoned this fandom.

Now, my problem is another. As there are various antis, i want to know if who has weird, kinky ships are pedos/abusers/rapists apologists. There are various persons (like me) who ship to cope (like abuse/csa survivors.......). But even so, the antis still say this isn't an excuse.

They come with scientific studies, making me feel like a monster, as a person who has an incestuous ship, even though i don't support those things irl (but also, incest is not 100% abuse as some people say). But then, the other side comes with the law/other studies, debunking the antis'. But then the antis come with other studies, but then the non-antis come with other posts but then...........

Sorry if this made you confused/feel disgusted about me. If there's a part of the text you want me to clarify, please comment. I just want help. 