Thread:Deserve not Desire/@comment-31753465-20180308143847/@comment-27840438-20180308161049

...I wish I could, but I really don't think I am ready for this, I only cause troubles for other, I even took the fact into consideration that people would miss me, but then I realise people miss Redacted too, then I realised they still talk about how much... How much better it is with out him, I planned to talk to Redacted, I wanted to realise where and in what sense he exactly went wrong, I felt like I could have had even if slightest, a connection with what was hurting him, I or Redacted had nothing to lose or win with this interaction,... but that could not even happen, before I realised, what I feared started coming true you know, I was becoming that guy, I know I am cool to hang arround but on the other hand you still can find me here, since I am always going to be here for my friend, but my presence in Discord is pretty much bad for remaining every other user, hell, imagine so much potential new discord users who will stop using it due to me, nah, sorry, I am deeply sorry and apologize with bottom of my heart, I can't fullfill this demand, I would place your request above lot of things, I cherish a good friend but I can't be that selfish here, I really really hope you can forgive me for this man, I am just...sorry man.