Thread:A Bystander/@comment-25955276-20161215065348/@comment-25955276-20170219052700

I do feel '''really bad, really bad. I just hide it because it's too uncomfortable to say "I spent the next three weeks after the first mistake being depressed"'''

I was pretty excited before the first time, to be helping the wiki. I edited everyday for a week straight, when the infoboxes first came out. Then I got in trouble. The Licorice edit. I was okay for a day or so, then I basically crashed into depressive stupor.

After that, I spent the next three weeks depressively coming onto the wiki. I still liked to edit the wiki, but I couldn't bring myself to add in anymore infoboxes. Not when I'd just do the same stupid thing again. Some edits here and there, but not like before. I didn't start editing the wiki against until January 30th because I stopped enjoying what I was doing.

Call me immature and irresponsible, because I am. Can't deny it. Maybe I'm being dramatic, but I'm not trying to be.